So I guess I have been cheating, since I am now officially writing in another journal... but you'll never know which one, nyeh nyeh. =P I think I've had this for a whole two years now, and I think it's time to end it...
So long pitas... it's been an amazingly fun ride.
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::yes, i'm ready...:: Thursday, July 10, 2003
So I am in this process... I don't know why it is so hard for me... I want to change journals, but I don't seem to have the means to do so. I mean, I have another one that I think I like but then there's this one that I still like too just because of its nostalgic purposes and my pleasure in maintaining it, queer as that sounds. So I don't know... I guess for now I'm just gonna have to update both... I don't even know why I am debating this with myself. Today has been fairly boring thus far, so here I am, arguing with myself about what blogs I feel like updating. Ha, I'm an idiot.
There's something reassuring about having this one cause it's sort of secret, but not really anymore. That makes close to no sense... ahhh.... I have just been way too tired today, I think. I slept most of it off because surprisingly (or not), German takes a lot of energy out of me... shit, totally off topic, but I just realized that I have no clean clothes and need to do laundry before tomorrow. Hot damn. Which brings me to tomorrow... hang out with cronies who I haven't seen for *counts* two days, strung-out Division Day, or midnight Donnie Darko? I really want to see good old d-day and Donnie Darko but I think I only have the money to do one.... *sigh* I guess we'll see... and why the hell is Live 105 playing techno-punk.... what the hell happened while I was sleeping...
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::ich habe guten Freunden!:: Tuesday, July 8, 2003
I don't know why, but today was uber fun and a pretty good day.... so good that it has made me tired, odd enough, before the hour of 12 even hits... I don't know what kind of a high Jason is on, but whatever it is, it's really cool. He's totally weirder than ever, and deviates from the normal standard of a human being, but in a good way. He's much less grumpy and less PMS-y, but it's not like that goes away that easily... other people seemed to have picked up on yucky mood swings... Otherwise, people were just generally fun to be around. The big surprise of the evening was definitely Bryan, and do I dare say it, he was actually really good company. Maybe it's just one of those things cause I haven't talked to him in so long, but I feel bad about giving him so much crap cause he really doesn't deserve it - he's an interesting person to talk to; quite logical, which I haven't seen much of in people these days. He definitely deserves a lot less slander than another, shall we say, bagel fiend does.... some people just honestly drive me nuts and if you all are reading this like I know you are, then you definitely know who. Anyway, for someone as fatigued as I am right now, this has been quite a lot of banter... it is 11:47 PM and I believe I am going to bed. Wow. I wrote all of that in 6 minutes. Gnarly.
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::we sink in! we sink in!!!:: Sunday, July 6, 2003
Ahhh... it's awfully amusing to look at my tracker and see that a certain three people look at this site a little too often. Come on people, it's not like I write about anything that matters.... let alone, anything to do with you. Psh. Along the lines of unwanted stalkers and odd searchers, who the fuck searches for "degrassi:the next generation-is sean and emma back together?" on Google and actually comes to my site expecting to find something? Goodness, like I would know the answer.... *whistles* No really, I don't. Sometimes it may be a good thing not to have Noggin.
Oh, and for the record, my idiotic comment of the day:
"If someone had a problem and you didn't know what it was, you'd be like 'What's your problem?'" Okay, so it's not funny to you but it is to me and my minions. So there. >.<
This weekend has been a very good one for me. It worked out exactly the way I wanted it to, maybe even better. Minus the Bear was incredible and the Davis trip was way too much fun for my own good.... one week of civilization to go before I get beat up again at Warped Tour... I'm really looking forward to getting thrashed about and having lots of fun at Warped Tour this year around... it'll be uber cool to have other friends around so they will be able to see how spaz-tastic I am... and either laugh/point/cry when I get myself all bruised up and scarred all over again. Good karma flow all around.... really.... you should hop in and take a bath in it. :)
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::more embarrassing than the time i fell off the stage:: Friday, July 4, 2003
Wow. Amazing amazing amazing is all I can say... it was certainly a weird day/evening, and in some ways it was worth it, and it some ways it wasn't. Laura and I got to Santa Cruz super early and didn't have much to do, so we just chilled in downtown for a really long time. The show was okay - we didn't see as many people as we thought we would recognize, and the bands took waaaay too long to change in between sets... the Blood Brothers didn't come on until like 11:30. But goodness, it was one of the best performances ever or maybe because it was so much fun for me being able to freak out and spaz so much like that, which I usually only do in the privacy of my own home, and not in public. (Remind me to show you, it's fun looking and feeling like an idiot when everybody else is doing the same thing.) I went up to the front... it wasn't a mosh pit... as I described earlier, more like a mass of bouncing bodies, but it was soooo much fun and I don't think I will honestly ever understand why I enjoy getting thrashed around so much like that... actually, as much as this was a good experience, it was a bad one too. At one point, I lost my fucking glasses cause someone was all freaking out and knocked them off with his elbow. And it was just a mad panic. Everything became intensified tenfold; the fact that I was practically blind really did not help much either. Never have I panicked over something like that... I was honestly scared that my glasses were going to be trampled to smithereens and I would not be able to see for a good week and it would just be absolutely horrendous to tell my parents that my glasses got trampled on at a rock concert... but I got really lucky, cause someone found them and fortunately, they were in perfect condition, just a little dirty. It sounds so lame, but it was practically a miracle - I was that much more relieved that they were safe and unbroken. Well, I also felt like a total dumbass cause I made like 10 people around me get down and search cause I couldn't see myself... never have I done anything dumber and more idiotic, but I guess that's what I get for being a spaz. ...so have I learned my lesson? Nah... I would so do it all over again.
maggie* said something irrelevant at 02:14 a.m.
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::i hate housecleaning:: Wednesday, July 2, 2003
It's really entertaining to know that people read this. I check my site tracker and some people actually read this crap for more than 5 minutes! That's incredulous! What do you think you are doing here anyway.... shoo.... go away... actually, I'm just kidding. It's just sort of weird to actually know that people look at this and maybe even ponder the content for a moment's worth or two. Almost sort of disturbing, in its own eerie way.
Anyway, I've been wasting a lot of time doing a whole lot of nothing today. I'm supposed to full out clean my room, if I want to go to Santa Cruz tomorrow. That'll be fun... a good girls' day in with, well, a cool girl. I've just been procrastinating way too much.... let's see, I got home at 3... and took a nice nap... and now it's 7 something and I want to go out and party but need to put my damn clothes away.... argh.... I just have to keep hitting myself in my head, thinking, God damn, this better be worth it. It just occurred to me that I probably won't even be seeing most people til like, next Monday or Thursday.... so until then, adieu, and let the slaving away begin.
maggie* said something irrelevant at 07:26 p.m.
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::touch you, touch you:: Wednesday, July 2, 2003
I don't even know how or why, but I was in a really good mood tonight. It was one of those days where nothing I said made sense, but I made myself and others laugh anyway, which is always a cool thing. I was totally dillusional, but it felt really good just to be in the company of others, even though I didn't pay close attention to anything that was going on. I have the worst attention span ever... for today, I attribute it to not enough sleep and too much coffee during school. I swear, the right doses of insomnia and caffeine make me a maniac, but it's good fun. I am so excited for Davis.... since I can't be in Greece where all the lovers are, Davis is the next best thing.
Yeah, boys are sometimes much more trouble than they are worth... but it's not like I wouldn't mind having one. Now I feel more like a black sheep than ever, and typically, I would not mind at all, but the peer pressure is sort of getting to me ever so slightly.... must... hold... out. I can wait for opportunites. Really, I can. It's cute though... it makes me really happy for others... which is saying something, since I'm not usually so compassionate when it comes to the love lives of others. Whatever.... love is too fleeting... Blood Brothers in two days. Yes. That'll definitely hold me over. =D Well, off to get some sleep before the sleep gets me.... night.
maggie* said something irrelevant at 01:14 a.m.
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::one more time...we're gonna celebrate...:: Tuesday, July 1, 2003
Awesomeness... the random phone calls just keep coming and coming... this one was much more cool though, knowing that some people are sweet enough to call me from NY. Good times.... anyway, I feel like a jerk for not hanging out with people tonight, but I'm sure they'll forgive me... it was cool chilling and talking to other homeslices and whatnot too. I'm really happy that my parents said I could go up to Davis on Friday... I didn't ask them about getting a hotel and everything, but I don't want to push it and I doubt they'll let me do it... but depending on other circumstances, I might be able to, so we'll see. This week has started off sort of blah, but I know the end of this week will be killer awesome crazy madness... itinerary for this week:
Tues/Wed - more job hunting, relaxing, studying German like mad...
Thursday - Blood Brothers. Ahhh, this day is upon me so soon. Yay.... =D
Friday - Davis and chilling with more sexy homeslices! Yeah...
Saturday - San Francisco one more time...
Sunday - The 2+ months of waiting will have paid off.... Minus the fuckin' Bear.... whoo hoo....
Now that I look back on this, it doesn't sound like I am very excited, but trust me, I am. This would be one of those amazing weeks that is worth practically the whole summer (for me, at least.) I just hope and pray that everything goes off without a hitch... I'd like to say that I've been impressionably good to people, and they have been rad to me.... I must be in some sort of high-strung weirded out good mood if I am using "rad" and "awesome" so much in one entry... it's probably cause I'm tired. It's 1 AM and I have school at 8. I really like German... it's really quite a challenge, but an awfully fun one. At least it's keeping me more occupied. Oh well, auf wiedersehen... und gute nacht.
maggie* said something irrelevant at 01:08 a.m.
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::a little bit about me::
People know me as Maggie, the little Asian girl. I am now 16 years of age, and sadly, still a junior in high school.
I live in California, and even though it's not quite that sunny, I wouldn't trade it for the world.
I have high ambitions and hopes, but for now, I'll just stick with the identity of the nerd I am.
::pastimes and preoccupations::
As of late, my main fascination has been the art of film and cinema.
Of course, music still also plays a huge role in my life, and I have a really bad addiction of buying
new music or going to rad shows. Writing is also a major influence. It keeps me sane.
I don't like to be bored, so if I am not online wasting time, then I am usually oot and aboot.
Sushi is my best friend.
::current intrigues:: ::watch:: charlie's angels - mcg, the hours - stephen daldry ::listen:: "move your feet" - junior senior, "things fall apart" - the roots ::read:: one hundred years of solitude - gabriel garcia marquez
